I really need to prioritize my things. I realise one thing that i am not good at is prioritizing. My security leader addressed this issue before, that i cant please everyone at the same time. There is only one Ben. And i need to know what i want.

Today went for JW service, Dr John is truly a legend hehe. I love the way he preached and the message is a wow. I mean everyone uses that chapter as an offering message but probably no one expounded it like how Dr John did. God's presence was so tangible today, its just awesome.

Before service i found out i had a soccer match today... and Zhi hong has to fetch me back to get my soccer gear. Our team lost 1 - 0 today. We played really well today. I just felt that i can do so much more than what i did today. I want to chase the ball, i want to get the ball first, but my stamina wouldn't let me... nowadays i just get tired so easily. But the second half i picked up a bit of the momentum. Next week.. i am going to go all out.