Today i went for my statistics test... i did my best i really hope i can score well. Tomorrow i still have a macro test. haiz.. haha.

Went for cell group today, it was great man. I got to know most of the cg quite fast, its really a new experience. They are so lively and cheerful, so friendly so willing.

wow.... every week just feels like there are more and more things to do haha.
not that its bad or anything, its good.
I am quite excited, but quite afraid at the same time.
Am i ready? Yes i am.
So many lives in your hands.
You better not fool around too much anymore.
There are still so many things to be done.
There is a time and season for everything.
And i am afraid some of my seasons are longer than required. HA.
Need to allocate properly. or else you will never get anywhere.

Have you ever wonder?

Have you ever wonder why? When you were a little kid, when you ask your parents for certain things and they don't give it to you? When you begin to cry and you don't understand why your parents are not buying that toy, you really really really like? or when your parents begin to filter all the toys that are safe and keep those toys that might injure you?

At that point of time, at your age, because of your lack of knowledge, you were unable to understand why. But your parents understood why because they have a bigger perspective, with their experience and knowledge they understood. Some things that we think are good for us arent actually good for us. We do not have the bigger perspective of what's going to happen. But our parents do and they know whats best for us. Sometimes we might not understand why but in the future when you look back, you will begin to see that it happened for a reason.

Its the same for God. Luke 11:9-13

Looking back at when i first started off, i wasnt who i am right now. I am really glad that i have been through the things that i need to go through to get me where i am now. 60 more years of experience. I wonder what i will be like when i am 50...